It's in the silence where the thoughts grow, the fears take hold and the dreams shatter. The worry comes and darkens the day and beats you to a pulp. It's in the silence where you think about the things that hurt you the most, and yet you also dream of the best. The silence that can build you up and yet tear you apart. That silence constantly gripping your heart, pulling and showing such emotions you'd never show. That silence that constantly grows.
Sometimes it's nice, but most of the time for me, it leaves me in a state of thinking that doesn't always come out quite right. Dwelling on things that I cannot change, stupid words I've spoken and will never forget. It's hard to think that something will last forever in one's mind like this, but sometimes time doesn't erase memories fast enough....
Sorry, I felt poetic tonight. Enjoy.