Yeah, really. That's just like me. Family sometimes complains, one wouldn't ever see, if I like something, but I always answer, they're just too loud and busy, who is more sensitive would see a happy little smile. Thus I love it, I think a happy smile is somehow deeper than loud laughing. And you let me smile often. : )
By the way, now having played with it, finally you also saw, what I meant with a defensive quality. If one attacks you in darkness and gets this bright light into unprotected eyes, he'll have an unexpected problem, I guess. At least you cuase an instant of surprise, which can give you the chance to run away.
But be careful, light sensitive ones as we should never ever look themselves into it, sis, cause believe me, it hurts and feels like losing eye light totally - you know, Johanna also loves my leds, often tries to take them out of my trousers and blinded my accidentally yet.
Well, meanwhile I got the one, I had thought of, so it's only a matter of time and snail mail, that you'll have it, perhaps around Christmas, I think. It's just the same type, I have myself, from the best producer I know in Europe. It's amazing, how a little pocket lamp's ray of light can reach 220 m. Soon you'll see ... : )