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Fighting For You (For: Ryan651)Dearest Ryan,
Today has been nothing but ups and downs for us both. I've watched you hit some of your lowest points since we've been together. You also know that I reached mine. I came out the other side, but I feel like you're stuck. Your fears are blinding you, and I can only lead you as far as you will let me. I hold my hand out to you now, but I wonder if you can even see it.
There is nothing wrong with fear as long as you don't allow it to rule your life. Your fear is dominating your life right now, and I've been fighting your fear and anger most of the day. I haven't given up the battle, and I am really hoping that you won't give up the battle either. Remember the song I played for you earlier. "Austin" by Blake Shelton. Even if it takes a year or more for you to come around I'll be here.
Just because residency isn't easy, that doesn't mean that it's impossible. You keep coming up with these "What if" questions that you don't
MercyOh sweet God how the grassland
ignites in moonlight tonight
I must thank you for creating
her tangled fingers' slow pace
through the handsome rain Her
trochaic kinesthesia to rhythms
in Stravinsky's The Rite of
Spring Is this how you meant
for us to love you Yahweh
Tumbling clumsily down hills
of sheets into perpetually
immutable silence I could love
you like that I think I've been
practicing on this Savanna
for days and months Lost in
her crystal canvas Rolling crests
and troughs And when she touches
me Oh fair Lord I'm dragged into
your city past Gethsemane's
pulsing green and gold
Please hold us together
under this luminous stretch
Oh Father We are live
unclothed Our reflections awash
with the skin of your sun
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